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Fathers Day!!!
Fathers Day!!! Well, its about to be fathers day and a I need to vent or just release all this thats going on in my brain. This is going to be my first Fathers Day where I don't get to hold my babies... My childrens mother moved them to the Chicago-land area when she realized that I wasn't trying to 'be with her' no more... which is fine. I honestly do want the best for her... just like I want the best for me but yeah... I digress. This weekend my boss told me I couldn't take off of work because she was going to be off and at least one of us has to be in the office at all times to handle what happens here... Does she know I'm a father? yep.... Does she know my babies are up in Chicago? yep... Just the way life goes sometimes. I am trying to find a job up there so I can be closer to them and see them more than this once a month bullshit. It just really hurts. Well... I did talk to my oldest... (she might be my favorite - I have three) and she told me that when I'm up for July that we'll pretend like its Fathers Day... i almost shed a tear... (but my heart is to damn cold to warm up so easily). I guess its gonna be a weekend of getting fucked up... I'm gonna go with Vodka and Red BULL i wish my favorite ummmmmmmmm 'sociable cigarrette' guy was still around... he done bounced without warning... non-money-lovin ass... anyway... just needed to let some of this out... be easy you freakies I always drop my best shit like Dallas did Owens - lil wayne |
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