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Suicide??? Is it worth it???
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Suicide??? Is it worth it??? I just heard that one of my cousin's committed suicide...by hanging. To top it off.... his bro found him... hanging! I feel for his brother, and will do what I can to help him through it. I did not know Billy was this bad!! Maybe the "Fam" needs a "closed circuit" self help circuit. I think it is worth it to bring it up at the next gathering. cman.... |
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Bad weekend all around it seems! One of my old friends committed suicide via drug overdose, my best friend's cousin also killed himself, didn't get the details. I'll admit, I've attempted many times, and obviously I'm meant to live so I won't try again! People need to learn to recognize the signs and do not ignore cries for help! I get tired of people saying that, "oh it's just a cry for help, she just wants attention" if I mentioned that I was thinking that way. YES! It is a cry for help! And yes I want the attention of the people who supposedly care for me! You are supposed to get up and show you care and not just scoff and say you don't have time for my drama! People are just fucking assholes anymore. I really found out who my true friends and family were every time I went through a hopeless episode. And you know what? I hardly have anyone. But it's ok, the ones that were there, they make life worthwhile.
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Someone replied, but then deleted their reply. If you were waiting for me to reply, I am sorry it took me so long to reply, but I am still trying to piece everything together. Suicide is such a selfish act. All your problems are solved within seconds. But your selfish act causes so much pain and work for everyone you knew. Your selfish act will force your family and friends to deal with your decision for years! I prefer the challenge to live... the challenge to figure out how to deal with everyday challenges and problems! I WILL SURVIVE!!!
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Thank you lonelyhornylady for re posting. Your opinion is valid, warranted, and needed here. This isn't the first time I have had to deal with suicide. A High School friend blew his head off with a shotgun within one year of graduation. We parted ways before the cries for help were expressed, and I will miss him forever. It seemed like he was stable.... good job... good family (at least it seemed) but his parents were going through a bitter divorce at the time. In retrospect he was torn between his life with his mother and his life with his father.... and his life with his siblings... and no girlfriend... and what seemed to be a dead end job to him. Being a manager at a fast food restaurant just out of high school is not that bad. Life goes on... unexpected job opportunities open up in unexpected ways. I am a perfect example of that statment... one day a farmhand... the next day... a communications engineer. I think what I am trying to say is... tomorrow is another day... it WILL get better. So in conclusion.... suicide IS NOT worth it. Your selfish act causes so much pain and anguish to your loved ones (perceived... or not perceived...) PLEASE GET HELP!!!! IF NO ONE CLOSE TO YOU IS WILLING TO HEAR.... FIND SOMEONE WHO IS!!!! THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE!!! THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO CARES!!! I CARE!!!!!!!!!!
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