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Never Saw Him - Part 2 of 3 - The Lockerroom
Posted:Sep 9, 2010 2:33 pm
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2010 2:07 am
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This time, my Master wanted me at my place. But i was too worried to do it there, but i did have a great alternative! The clubhouse in my complex locks at 6 and is empty after like 9pm, we have a door code to get in to use the place, but its different every month and everyone forgets to pick up the new code.

So at 11/midnight no one is ever there, but i still had a hiding place anyway. i got in one of the shower stalls in the back, naked and pulled the curtain shut. So even if someone came in to use the bathroom, they wouldn't know i was there, even if they looked around!

So i got down on my knees, cuffed my ankles, then put on a hood so i couldn't even see. i suddenly felt scared and helpless. But i swallowed, took a deep breath and cuffed my wrists behind me and waited...

It was way past the time He was supposed to be there. i started to panic that He wasn't going to show up and i couldn't extricate myself from this public place! Then i heard the door of the clubhouse open in the distance... Someone was here! OMG, what if someone else finds me here? i froze absolutely motionless, scared to death. Then finally the lockerroom door opened. Slow footsteps. God, i thought i was going to pass out! THEN i felt the curtain go past my body. A long silence.

Then i felt something brush the hole in the hood around my mouth. i opened my mouth and suddenly a hand was on the back of my head and FORCED my head and mouth forward and impaled it on a huge cock!

i couldn't do anything, including breathe! i was pumped in and out on this hard rod, time and time again! i finally gagged and the hands took my head and forced me along the cock length, licking it all the way to the balls. Again my mouth was deepthroated, this time i was held in place for SO long! i didn't care if i couldn't breathe, i was in heaven.

Now i was pumped again, time after time, in and out, wetter and wetter. Suddenly, it felt even bigger, deeper and wider. My head was slammed into His pubes and HELD there! After a bit, He suddenly erupted and my throat and mouth was FILLED with His juices! STILL i was held there, ready to pass out from lack of air AND ecstacy!

i swallowed as best i could and then He pulled out, making me lick it clean all over! Then He let go and i collapsed in a pile in the stall. i heard the curtain pull closed and suddenly He was gone and i was hidden and alone. i laid there in an unmoving heap, still cuffed & hooded, covered in sweat and cum dripping from my mouth, for more than an hour.

i finally came to and recovered enough to sit up and find the cuff keys with my fingers and get myself cleaned up and out of there, before any early morning types came in.

i slept well that morning!

i found the email the next day.

He said He was sorry, but that He couldn't make it that night, maybe another time! But, but, SOMEONE fucked my mouth that night!! Was that why it wasn't at the correct time? But how did they know i was there? Was i seen going in? Several buildings face that door, but i thought i was discrete and non-chalant. Maybe not. It had rained that night, maybe my wet footprints on the lockerrom floor gave me away? i was in a panic as i wrote back and nervously waited for an answer to my perplexion.

Several days passed before a message came back... He laughed that it wasn't Him, but at least i had a good time. He liked my alternative plan so much, He had forwarded my message to a friend of His to whack off to. It had the directions and code in it, so maybe HE was the one that showed up? Was this it? Or was He just screwing with my mind? It really did!

i never found out.
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Never Saw Him - Part 1 of 3 - I'm his hooded cum slave
Posted:Jul 20, 2010 1:47 pm
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2010 11:41 am
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He wanted to force me to suck him. He wanted me to submit to him helplessly. He wanted me at his place but had to protect his identity, so I agreed to be hooded so I could not see him. I loved the idea!

So I showed up at his building. He buzzed me in and left the door cracked. I came in the dark, it was so strange, knowing someone was there, might even be able to see me yet I saw and knew nothing. I undressed quietly and opened my bag. Took out the ankle cuffs and cuffed myself. Well can't go anywhere NOW! I was a bit dizzy suddenly, realizing what was going to happen now. I knelt down and pulled the hood over my head and tied it tight around my head, only my nose and mouth exposed, couldn't even really hear now.

I fumbled for the cuffs and tossed the bag aside with everything else. I paused for a second, scared to death and yet clicked the cuffs on each wrist, behind me... NOW I was totally helpless! What have I done? I don't know this person! Panic suddenly gripped me!

My breathing grew short and shallow, trying to listen and not make noise. I bowed down in submission, hoping for mercy and that I had not made a terrible mistake.

Then I smelt something, musky, deep, right in front of me. It was just suddenly there, it surprised me. Then it hit me in the side of the face! Again and again and again. Then I realized it was not a hand, but a huge cock! Then it slid under my nose, passing it by. Then again, but by the mouth hole. I could feel it pass my lips. Now I was so horny, my fear fell away. I had to have that cock!

But it passed again and again, seemingly bigger each time! I dared not speak, grunt or even move, for fear it would go away. I could hear nothing, feel nothing but that cock and me. Isolated from the world.

Then it stopped.

Right in front of my lips, it pressed against them. I opened my mouth greedily and was rewarded! That huge cock slid slowly into my mouth, past my teeth, over my tongue, against the roof of my mouth. Then it slid back out, I tried to suction it to stay, it moved back anyway. Then, thankfully back in! Back and forth, time and again, I tasted the length of this cock. It was heaven!

Then a hand grabbed the back of my head! Suddenly, I found out I had just been sucking the FRONT part of a huge dick! He rammed my head upon his cock and it raced down my throat, taking me totally by surprise. Suddenly my nose was buried in his deep musky pubes; my throat forced WIDE open and totally plugged; me, almost gagging, but with no breath to gag with!

My world spun, seemingly around this gorgeous cock. My world was my head and throat, a pair of hands now and one big cock, deep down in me. Now my world turned to chaos, as he furiously pumped his cock in and out of me as fast as he could, I just floated and obeyed the cock and the hands, totally out of control and subservient to his experience. I saw sparkles in my covered eyes and luckily found a little new air at the end of his now really long strokes, so I didn't pass out.

This went on for seemingly ages! I had only had brief sucking sessions before and was in control enough to pull off when needed. No such thing here! I was just a toy to be used and abused by my Better. This is what I'd always wanted.

Then suddenly he started pumping even harder! And harder! His cock seemed to swell to over-fill my throat cavity. Then... SLAM, he impaled his cock in me, I seemed to go PAST his pubes, INTO his abdomen! His cock was SO far down my throat... then I felt it, deep in my throat, well past my mouth, a pulsing of something filling my throat! So weird, it just appeared in my throat, so far past where any food would have started down, I couldn't make my throat muscles swallow effectively. So it bubbled back up my throat, around his now slickened cock, like a cum volcano! I could feel it cumming back into my mouth, filling my cheeks, around my teeth, heading for the parted lips. I tried to clamp my lips around his pulsing cock to keep the cum in check, but this caused him to explode AGAIN, forcing ANOTHER load deep in my throat, firing the cum volcano!

I FINALLY got my throat to open and swallow and swallow and swallow. But it was too late. Cum had filled my mouth, covered his cock and flowed out over my lips, all over me and filled the bottom of the hood. I was cumm-drenched! He pulled his cock out of me, it seemed to take forever to retract from my throat and mouth, as if it had been down into my belly, depositing his load directly. He slapped me with it again and again, then stroked his cock by my lips, making me completely clean him off, while a total cum-mess myself.

Suddenly he was gone, seeming disappearing into the darkness. I fell over and collapsed, totally spent, totally happy. It took a while before I came back enough to get up and feel for the cuff keys. As I pulled the hood off, I could feel the pool of cum in the chin. I was spinning, exhausted and feeling slightly sick, but I couldn't resist and drank it down greedly! I had always considered myself straight with maybe bi tendencies, but here, I was a total cum slut!

I found a towel in front of me and wiped off, trying to get myself as normal looking as possible to leave. As I left, I realized I had fulfilled an incredible fantasy and was satisfied to have had this one opportunity to explore.

I was wrong.

There was much more to cum!
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RVing for the 1st time - 1st cock - Part 1
Posted:Dec 7, 2009 1:04 pm
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2011 11:10 pm
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I always went past this rest area on Rte 3, north of Chelmsford MA, (its not there anymore) on my way home from work. Just your normal rest area, parallel to the road, after they cutoff the nice secluded culdesac that it used to have that was great to park on.

I noticed the cars that would park there, looking for action I imagined, as I sped by. Horny at the thoguht, I would occasionally stop there 'to rest', but never had the nerve to get out, I'd just rub myself horny and speed off when anyone would approach.

One night, I was too horny for my own good. Damn it, I wanted to find out what sucking on a cock was like! I drove home up to there, stroking myself horny all the way, so I wouldn't back out. When I pulled in... it was empty! (ain't that always the way?) I was crushed.

Still horny, I vowed to stay for a while and see if someone showed up. No one stopped... no one stopped... no one. Sigh, decided to count to 20 3 times (I do things in 3s, story for another time and then leave. Closed my eyes and counted. All 3 expired. Was about to open my eyes and leave when light shown thru my lids... a vehicle behind me!

Creaked open my eyes and saw a large vehicle behind me, realized it was a mini-motor home. The kind with a van cab in the front, bed over that. I slowly, tentatively pressed the brake pedal like I had seen others do there... he flashed back! Now I HAD to do something!

But I was scared stiff! My hardon was not and had zapped away in that flash, but I was still horny. I swallowed and got out of my car and walked over to the side door of the RV. No chatting by the driver window, I thought I would chicken out if I did. Just get in and be stuck there!

The door opened and I walked in.

In the darkness, I could see the dark silouette of a muscular body, near the rear, in front of a flat bed area. I couldn't see a face or hear a voice. Just a hand pointing down... in front of Him!

i was transfixed and enthralled. It felt like i _had_ to obey. i knelt down obediently and crawled to this silouette. Still, without seeing any features. i heard the metal buckle of a belt and a zipper slide. Pants came down, so close to my face, they brushed by my face. i could smell musk in the air now. The musk of a man.

As the pants came down, i felt something whack my forehead. It was the biggest cock i had ever seen, springing forward, blocking my vision! i felt a hand behind my head, pushing it forward and up to meet this meat.

My tongue came out to touch the head of this monster i was so lucky i had to myself! It twitched and bounced back and landed in my mouth, sliding in with ease. It took me by surprise, how easily it slid in. And how BIG it was!

It was so surreal to me. Cars lights zipping by on the highway, throwing arcing beams thru the back of this RV. Every moment, afraid that one would arc into the rest area and turn out to be a cop. Not a word had been spoken, not a glance exchanged, yet i was doing as i was 'told'. i was so scared, yet so turned on at what i had somehow submitted myself to.

The hand behind my head brought me back to reality, pushing me forward, far more than i could take at the time! That huge cock disappeared deep in me and i gagged in response. My nose deep in His pubies, i got a real smell of His Manhood, as i tried to throw up, but He would not let the pressure off to allow it to happen. i just had to keep sucking! And sucking.

It was 'squishier' than I'd thought it would be, yet the cock was amazingly hard as well. It felt strange yet wonderful in my mouth, tasting wet, dark and salty. i could feel the veins slide by, swallow the hairs that came loose. i tugged at it with my hands as well, finding a rythym He liked, with my mouth and hands, sliding up and down, in and out, faster and faster.

Suddenly He stopped! i thought i did something wrong, and expected the worst. But then i felt my sweatshirt coming up over my head and a foot pushing at my belt buckle. i understood and pushed my pants down to my knees and then pulled them off behind me.

Now naked, helpless, i turned back to the cock i was servicing, but He had lain back onto the bed, His cock standing high in the shifting shadows and light of the cars. i crawled up and grasped the huge cock and stuck it back into my mouth and started to slide down onto it, only to have my face forced down in one big rush, by 2 forceful hands!

i had not had a chance to get a breath, but i swim a lot, so can hold my breath for 3 minutes regularly. But this was under extreme duress, slogging a huge cock up and down my throat, past my windpipe! i could feel myself getting lightheaded, yet my own cock was suddenly getting hard as a rock!

His hips were now pushing up as His hands came down, forcing ever more of that member into my gut! He was grunting and groaning, louder and louder, while i couldn't utter a peep. i was His utter toy, there only at His whim. i didn't know how He had taken me over so quickly and easily, but i was His, gladly.

Suddenly, with almost no air left, feeling as though i was sure to pass out, my own cock burst out in orgasm, squirting all over my knelt thighs. i convulsed at this and it went up to my mouth, shuddering thru to His cock too! It was the last straw and sent Him over the edge in HUGE convulsions of cum, shoving my head down deep into it and absorbing every drop of it! i gagged and squirmed and pushed, yet still swallowed the whole load... my first!

As He extracated His cock from my throat, i collapsed to the floor in a fetal position, panting, swallowing, spitting up what cum was left in my throat. i couldn't move, i was spent, a mess and exhausted.

It had been worth it, it was great, but i was tired and confused. i had finally endulged my fantasy and sucked a real cock! But now i had to get out, the fever over with. i decided i just wanted to gather up my clothes behind me and get out and drive home and recover in peace.

i could never have expected what happened next...
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God, i need to serve a Dom or Domme totally!
Posted:Nov 2, 2009 11:46 am
Last Updated:May 13, 2024 2:28 pm
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i realize its my deepest desire to obey and perform for my betters. i just love to be used and abused. Anyone out there need a slave to play with?
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First Tranny thoughts
Posted:Oct 10, 2009 2:59 pm
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2011 11:10 pm
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When I was a , I used to have a recurring dream. This was as early as like 6 or 7! Yet its still clear as a bell.

I was at the playground at my first grammar school. I remember the building, the windows, the front door, the walkway to the buses. Yet this playground was in the wrong place. Instead of the rear of the building, within sight of the Long Island Expressway, this area was off to the left, front of the school. Never did figure out why the difference. And it was always the same.

But there I sat, on one of those springy horses. You know, the ones with the huge spring coming up from the ground with a /seahorse/zebra/etc atop it, so you can rock real hard back and forth?

Rocking back and forth, I come to realize there is someone standing nearby watching. Its a beautiful, tall, adult woman, in a beautiful red dress. Beautifully curling black hair, red lips, black pumps. She just stands there smiling softly.

So there I sit, rocking away happily, and 'she' stands there watching. Somehow I know... 'she' is 'me'! Even in the earliest memories of this dream, I seemed to know this was 'me' without any knowledge of sex, the sexes, gender issues, etc. It was 1965, for gods sake. Not like this was an issue on any of the 7 TV channels we had. Maybe I had seen Milton Berle dress up as the world's ugliest woman? Somehow I don't think THAT would affect me! (at least positively! lol)

Yet somehow I knew it was me.

In my years, as a 'latch key ', I had time and a chance to explore a little. Along with finding my dad's porn mags in his bedstand, a couple of times I tried some of mom's underwear. But only for a moment and for curious 'what the heck is this' kinda thing. So I was pretty normal, straight-oriented, other than I found out I'd get hard in bondage-type situations, thus discovering my love of that kinda thing early on.

Yet the dream reoccurred occasionally.

After college, nothing much in my 1st apartment. But then a buddy from college and I moved in with another guy and a girl into a house. The girl and I were the 1st in there, the other guys waiting for their leases to run out. I'd run into her nearly naked coming out of the one shower or late at night when she'd come out in a short, light nighty to get a snack. My god it was hard to not react to her right in front of her! I wanted her so bad, but I was shy back then and she made it clear, the 3 of us guys had to be on best behavior around her.

Our schedules were so different, we never would have been together anyways, even living in the same house! So I'd be there by myself, thinking of her. I'd explore her bedroom, looking longingly at her stuff, imagining her in them. Then touching her intimate items, dreaming she was there.

Then things got different. She started dating an old boyfriend. A big guy, I was noooo competition. Yet there I was, with her stuff, so close, yet so far. He was big. She was rather tall herself, almost my own height! So there I sat with her stuff, wasn't gonna get her, but I had her stuff. And gee, it was all just about my size! Next thing I knew, I had her shoes on. Heels were something so different! So exhilerating! The next time in her room, I tried her shoes again and added her bra and panties. Then her dresses. Then OMG, her stockings! Then some makeup!

I'd walk around the house in her stuff, SO horny, so excited! I'd rush home from work to try again and again. Then... one day she came home early! [sorry, this won't go the way you want it to ] I was down in my basement room. I heard her footsteps come in upstairs and PANICKED! The basement door was open, she went by and yelled down 'hi!' Meanwhile, I'm in a pile on the floor, trying to get out of her stuff as fast as possible, without making noise that would draw her downstairs! I got everything off and dove past the open stairs, grabbing my clothes and throwing them on. My room was dark, except for the light coming down the stairs, so she came partway down and asked what I was doing! I'm standing there in the half light, nervously answered 'oh just had a nap, exhausted from work' and realized I still had her lipstick on!! Luckily I hadn't used her bright pinks or something that would show up to starkly different. Just a regular red, phew!

As soon as she went back up, I shot up stairs into the bathroom and washed my face and lips off. By this time, she was running around the house, yakking and cleaning up for supper. No time for me to get her stuff back into her room! I knew her BF and my other 2 roomies were due home soon (how DID it get so late??) and I'd have no chance to return the stuff and she'd notice before the next day! (I never learned - I _did_ get stuck with some of her stuff another time AND she noticed, so I had to keep it, otherwise how to explain its magical REappearance - STILL have the sandles somewhere!

Her BF got back and thank god asked her for help with the groceries in the car! I had my only briefest of chances! I grabbed everything and ran into her room and stashed everything as fast as I could, but in exactly in the same position as I remembered, so she couldn't notice. (I hoped!) But I took too long being precise and they came back in! Her room was at the end of the hallway and I was stuck there! They crossed the hallway into the kitchen and I shot out in softest-mode tiptoes I could and got as far as the bathroom door, when he came past!

I panicked, dropped from my tiptoes and put my arm in the bathroom, as if I had just reached back to turn off the light! He looked at me weird, I had to say something... 'sorry, didn't hear you come in, was in the potty.' ... oh boy, was the jig up? ... 'Oh, no prob, only had a few bags. Want sausage for dinner?'

I laughed inwards, thinking of how I SHOULD have wanted 'sausage', given my state of dress only a little while ago. And would they have FORCED me to, if they had found me in that state, with her clothes on?!

...hmm, maybe THAT'S when I first thought of going 'the other way'! ...
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