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Blogs > marathonman45202 > Talk 2 da Hand

Missing Him  

marathonman45202 60M
2252 posts
6/6/2007 7:54 pm

Last Read:
6/11/2007 3:04 pm
Missing Him
I haven't posted about Josh in months now, and I've hidden all the posts that referred to him. Those of you who have only recently stumbled on this craziness of mine don't know about him.

Long story, very short is that an intense relationship ended abruptly and not so well.

But godammit, I miss having him around. His energy, his laughter, rounds and rounds of Golden Tee, hearing the words "I love you so much" (which I heard everyday), late nights writing poetry for each other, his soft skin, those afternoon naps together.

Even after six months, I still wake up waiting for me to be there next to me.

It's really hard to let this one go.

Josh, wherever you are, I love you with all my heart.
meerlyatinker 49F

6/6/2007 8:10 pm

 I have one of those too...I think we all do. So needless to say, you're preachin' to the choir.
Men are from Earth, women are from Earth. Deal with it." ~~ Carlin
♫ Boston, you know I love you madly..... ♫


marathonman45202 replies on 6/7/2007 7:52 am:
I have no doubt.

rm_DaphneR 65F
8019 posts
6/6/2007 8:19 pm

 Sometimes getting over the death of a relationship takes just as long as getting over the actual death of someone you know. There's a period of mourning that you go through. Been there, done that, it takes time. Best of luck to you in dealing with the loss.
Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.


marathonman45202 replies on 6/7/2007 7:54 am:
Thank you!

rm_cum2kissu2 59F
10784 posts
6/7/2007 1:46 am
Kissu


marathonman45202 replies on 6/7/2007 7:54 am:
Back at you!

dimplesfouryou 53F
24690 posts
6/7/2007 3:21 pm

 Hey Baby, I know it is hard to lose someone you love.

You are just having a lonely moment, this too will pass...but I hope he realizes what a mistake he made 'cause you are one in a million!

Love you!
Dimps


marathonman45202 replies on 6/7/2007 5:19 pm:
I don't believe his decision was a mistake, but the wy he went about it was hurtful. And, as they say, it takes two to tango.

I know it will pass, sort of like bladder stones pass though!

rm_tara_ire 53T
8716 posts
6/7/2007 5:38 pm

 It will get easier hon, trust me.

when you find the one that's really meant for you,
you will look back & understand why you had to go through this.


hmm,.......now about that reverse cowboy..


marathonman45202 replies on 6/7/2007 7:50 pm:
You mentioned looking back and reverse cowboy in the same comment

Thank you!

JustACluelessGuy 63M

6/8/2007 12:11 pm

 MM, very moving post. sometimes you just gotta let it out.

luvya


purpletrashcan 58F
41653 posts
6/8/2007 9:38 pm

 Maybe he is feeling the same way in retrospect.....
Pull My Fucking Hair!


marathonman45202 replies on 6/8/2007 9:51 pm:
I am fairly confident about that.

Canice70 51M
2070 posts
6/9/2007 9:31 am

 We've all been there, MM. Love stinks.

Hey, does this mean if I visit Cleveland, you won't want to show me around the block?
KILL YOUR TELEVISION!!!


marathonman45202 replies on 6/9/2007 4:32 pm:
Definitely! But if you come to Cincinnati, I'll show you around any block.

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