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Love being out!!!!  

indigoink 69T
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4/12/2017 4:10 pm
Love being out!!!!

Hello Lovers!!!

Tonight I am going out for the last time before I age a whole year more.

Tomorrow, I will go out for the first time at my new age and marking the beginning of my third year out, locally.

I mean locally because I was 'out" here on TrannyDate since 2010. Three years ago, I began coming out locally.

Some of my friends know, but most of them don't. What was important to me was my adult finding out, and surviving THAT. It didn't go as well, and I've lost a little bit of her. Friends tell me to give it some time and I am.
It still hurts to have her less in my life, but it was inevitable. She was going to find me out eventually.

Now that she knows, while I never flaunt what I am, a huge weight was removed from my shoulders and frankly, at this point I don't care who else knows. I have to be me to myself and for myself. I've been whatever my friends, family and society has wanted me to be all of my life. I'm done with that.

People in my life who really care about me don't care how effeminately I dress because they love me unconditionally. It is them that are the closest to me, and the support is reciprocated, lovingly and w/o condition or judgment. Sadly, the rest of the world isn't always as accommodating.

As I move on with my life with my alter-persona at my side, or in my side, hahaha, I do so with a greater confidence and a joy I haven't felt ever. For the first time, I feel whole.

I know I will never be a woman, physically. I don't want to jeopardize my health at this age with HRT, but I can continue to exercise my freedoms of self as either persona, and be supportive of those around me who ARE travelling that road.

Thank you to you all who have been there for me. Those who have abandoned me over it, well, must not have been very good friends to begin with. I still love them, always will and I understand their fears. Whenever they want to walk in my shoes, they will be welcome with open arms! Happy birthday to me!!!

Lots of LOVE to you all!
Toodles!
indie!
XOXOXOXOXO!!!...

indie

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