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Blogs > yesmamallthetime > Mellifluous Musings

A Wishful Thinking Dream A Poem  

yesmamallthetime 56F  
4469 posts
7/27/2019 11:31 pm
A Wishful Thinking Dream A Poem

I had the dream
Of us again
It was just going
your house
And visiting.

How I would see
All you had shown
Me in photos
On your phone.
Your coy pond
With fish swimming
Your lush green lawn
That I pictured my dogs
Running around on.

We would go inside
I would see your average kitchen
And then your living room
With it's bright yellow walls
And the mural that was
Painted by your ex mother in law.
But you loved it still
As well as the painting
Of your former dogs
Done by a friend of your friends
had a strange connection
Sharing a cell.

You would show me your office
Just a big desk with papers
Needing order
Along with a chair
That was pretty comfortable.

rooms I had never
Seen photos of
Your bathroom
And your bedroom
I guess my imagination
Could fill them in.

I know you like things clean
So I can imagine both
Being nearly spotless
With a cleaned shower
Toilet and sink
And a big bed that was made.

I don't want to think
About that big bed.
No. I surely do not.
For I will never be sharing it
Not since you found
Someone else
Yes that is the thought
That stands out.

If my dream were to
Have a positive result.
I would be gracious.
I would say indeed
Your house is lovely.
It is nice to see in person
What I had heretofore
Seen in pictures.
I would take my
Corralling my dogs into my car
Not showing how unnerved
I was that I was no longer
And never will be again
Your lover.
I was now just a friend.
could move on
Find someone else
appreciated all
I had give.
When I think about this
It was not a dream
But wishful thinking.
As I had no control
Of where I went
When I was in dreamland.
Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
yesmamallthetime 56F  
11278 posts
7/27/2019 11:32 pm

 I know I have to let go but maybe if I write what I had been so in awe of then its hold on me will be lessened.
Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely


misterbrown31 51M
Ask me for a photo
2 posts
7/27/2019 11:52 pm

 beautiful poem


yesmamallthetime 56F  
11278 posts
7/28/2019 12:51 am

 Thank you for reading and commenting. I am glad you thought it was beautiful.
Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely


nottm012345 54M
Ask me for a photo

7/28/2019 1:14 am

 Quite poignant...


yesmamallthetime 56F  
11278 posts
7/28/2019 1:45 am

 Thank you for reading and commenting. I do like both of those words.
Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely


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