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maybe ok in abundance emotionally its shameful just embarrassing shamefull depraved sad eager insecure scared cant trust severely nervous like a dog from a shelter home i made new hair potion today from the resources i had going to wash my hair tomorrrow i lost the will to do it today look for my bed friday sleep im upsset im upset im upset bby the fact all i can do is explain how hurt i am as appose to ~ bouncing from the foundation of happy it just hurts i know some of of you all have been kind to me ~ with your polite comments i do read them and sometimes the kindness makes me cry you dont i wake up & i do wish i had a nice man in my life a really nice one like the nice police officers or the kind Fire man or the post man or just those kind spontaneous people im tired of proviing im lovely ~ i dont care anymore its just sad i havent been choosen by anyone & i dont even want to bother iits just embaressing being alive the stupid woman the one who gets slaughtered its just shameful having no emotional security is a rubbish horrible feeling there is nothing kind about never being lovely enough never ok enough ~ nothing kind about being that woman im sorry im so sorry im genuinly upset about being creatively alive yet abandoned anyway ~ im sure someone else is having a worse time that me right now but at some point even a hairy legged woman will have a husband the irony well excuse me for not being a hairy bitch ~ like there are no hairs at the bottom of my barrel its sad the good moments are 10 % compared the bad moments at 90% i cover it up smiling like a fool all by myself yes yes yes im gutted ~ i feel gutted like & thats embaressing its just sad ~ noone i have met in my life has been the man i needed i have been the woman thing use they needed like real ~ been there & rasss im like this woman wow that is one big chuck of lovely that has been taken & that last little bit shame im too rubbish as a woman to keep such a lovely man i feel like going to the shop & buying more wine ~ & wateer or something always at risk of loosing the man I desire I feel I should have ~ I dont care I think i deserve that Great man at least id think my world would improve if someone loved me at home |
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4/9/2020 12:30 pm |
You do deserve only the best in life. You're loved in this world, I assure you.
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beautiful written with deep meaning.
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4/9/2020 5:56 pm |
You most certainly do deserve a great guy...unfortunately this virus has limited the entire from seeing you up close and in person. You just need to hang on for a few more weeks...better days are ahead and they will be definitely for you. maybe
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