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Goodbye Forever i cant take it
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Goodbye Forever i cant take it I can't believe what has happened to me all the things in my life I've never felt such pain it's interesting because I've been through a lot of shit a lot of Hell a lot of Heartache had a little brother commit suicide I've had my mother who left me in the some stranger's house for for 6 months at the age of 2 years old we hope much worse can someone's life get how much for pain can go deeper within that well I met a man in 2012 and I know he was something else he was extremely good in bed and it blew my mind every time even though he forced me at times when I was mad or we are fighting he would have hurt me even in bed and it ended up like enjoying it the guy has even cave my chest in with his knee is the cavity of my nose on my face where I was I could feel my bone my skull fracturing right there at the at the sinus green it is guys been something else and he plucked my fingernails out of my nail beds with needle-nose pliers and I still hung out I still stayed with him even though I ran away I always went back well 2 days ago something happened and I just can't wrap my head around vanish 10 items I can understand why he likes is aspect he sent me video and he sent me pictures of his getting his ass fucked and it's just make me so sad I cannot believe that he gave me up my body my sexy pussy my good pussy up so they can get fucked by another guy in the ass I can't believe he found his asshole more important and more sexier than my pussy it makes me so sad and then he comes home and he doesn't call me I am so fucked up over the head of this today I'm saying goodbye for the last time because I actually cried my first tear of pain for him and it went deeper than anything I've ever experienced before my life I don't know if it's because I'm an adult and I'm not going to be able to accept the fact that he likes to be fucked in the ass by other men and how he likes to choke on other cock and eat other men's come. I'm just saying writing this blog down for my own sake actually for my own remembrance because I need a recording of this so I can remember this day which I won't ever forget but this day I'm saying goodbye for the last time I've said hundreds and thousands of times to him before but today marks the calendar. There's nothing wrong with men loving men and having sex with other men that's their own prerogative but when it comes to my own personal life and it affects me is I just disagree with men having sex with other men I think it's just not natural anyway to this old world you have finally won you finally taken the thing I love the most and shoved up its ass. Thank you. Goodbye! Forever.  |
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1/7/2019 9:02 am |
wow
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Sorry you are going through such a bad time in life. Sounds like you have really strong will! Use it and move to the next chapter in your life story. You control what happens next make it a positive for yourself!
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1/8/2019 2:02 am |
Nobody is to blame here. Im simply shattered ocer soneones sexual desires. Nothing wrong about people having sexual desires wants and needs. I dont put blame on others...when its me myself who is feeling pain. I love and adore the man for who he was , and who he has become no matter what has happened in the past. Its in the past. I just want to let my heart be free of him and he haunts me every fucking time im working on my heart toward him and begin to heal is when he decides to call on me vm(due to the fact that nobody takes his mean ass shit for very long at all) so im the scapegoat. When theres nobody around he picks on me. Its fucked up but it his sexual appetite that keeps me in his fucking fucked up grip. Hescan ammnimal and i do so love his cock. Mmm.
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Are u really whining & crying over a fag?
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